Oversharing: How to Build a Real Relationship Without Saying Every Thought That Pops Into Your Head

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How To Build a Real Relationship Rooted in Truth Without Oversharing and Leaning Into “Too Much Information”

A fact of life is that the realest and most sustainable relationships are built around one thing: the truth.

I’m not taking about a nice, ‘fake’ version of the truth, a carefully curated version designed to protect a self-image, or a performance where two people pretend to be something they’re not…but the actual, literal, absolute TRUTH.

The reason this is so important is because a relationship that’s rooted in truth is a relationship where both people are committed to showing up as who they really are, are capable of having honest conversations, taking responsibility for their actions, acknowledging their feelings, and being willing to look at themselves and each other when things get uncomfortable (which they will because that’s how real relationships work as we keep growing and pushing through unreality).

In relationships – as in any other area of life – the truth is the only solid foundation on which anything real can be built and everything else eventually collapses.

For example, a relationship built on resistance, pretending, manipulation, or fear might survive for a while but it will always have cracks underneath the surface and, so, eventually, reality will catch up and expose the charade – a real relationship, however, is different:

A real relationship is one where two people are continually moving deeper into realness, truth, and wholeness – ultimately, these ‘things’ are all pointing towards the same thing which is to become more aligned with what’s actually REAL instead of being trapped in illusion, ego, fear, and unconscious patterns.

This article is about an important distinction that many people miss when it comes to building real relations and a foundation of truth:

Being committed to the truth doesn’t mean that you have to share every single thought, feeling, impulse, or idea that enters your head – in fact, believing that a truthful relationship requires total and immediate disclosure of everything can actually create more problems than it solves.

Realness requires truth but it also requires wisdom and wisdom means understanding relevance and timing.

Let’s dig a little deeper:

Oversharing is what happens when you're honest without relevancy or good timing.

The Difference Between Truth and Emotional Dumping

One of the biggest misunderstandings I see in relationships is the idea that “honesty” means sharing absolutely everything.

For example:

“If I have a thought, then I need to tell my partner”.
“If I feel something, then I need to express it immediately”.
“If I have doubts, fears, or uncomfortable feelings of any kind, then I need to put them on the table right now because otherwise I’m being ‘fake‘ and ‘unreal'”.

More often than not, the need to share absolutely “everything” like this is often not actually about truth but is about discomfort and wanting a release of the tension caused by the internal pressure of having something inside us.

Sometimes, we tell ourselves we’re being honest when, in reality, we’re simply trying to get rid of something we don’t want to deal with in the first place.

This is an important distinction because your partner isn’t there to be a dumping ground for every emotional wave that passes through you:

At the end of the day, your partner isn’t your therapist and they’re not responsible for processing every fear, insecurity, fantasy, frustration, or passing thought that appears in your consciousness.

Yeah, a healthy relationship involves sharing but it also involves taking responsibility for our own emotional ‘stuff’ and so they goal of a REAL relationship isn’t to create a relationship where two people constantly unload their internal chaos onto each other.

The goal is to create a relationship where two whole people meet each other honestly because they know they’ve created a safe container to deal with their own chaos first and foremost.

The Truth Can Be Scary When We Don’t Trust Ourselves

The truth is always valuable because it’s always the strongest foundation for any relationship (including our relationship with ourselves and our relationship with life itself).

Despite this, many of us still fear the truth , many people fear the truth – usually because they don’t trust themselves, they don’t trust their partner, or – at a deeper level – they don’t trust life.

This links to how we communicate in our relationships because when we fear telling the truth, there’s often an unconscious belief underneath it that plays on some variety along the lines of:

“If this truth comes out, I won’t survive it”.
“If my partner knows this, they will leave me and I’ll lose everything”.
“If this relationship ends, my life is over”.
Etc. etc. etc.

These kind of fearful beliefs are what arise when we’ve put the relationship on a pedestal and make it the ULTIMATE thing in our lives (as opposed to just a ‘good’ thing).

We put the relationship on a pedestal like this because we’re convinced that it’s the only way that we can fill the Void (the restless feeling that haunts us once we’ve become disconnected from the truth in the first place and picked up shame).

Unfortunately, no human relationship can carry all that weight:

A relationship with another human being can be beautiful, deeply meaningful, and one of the greatest pleasures of the human experience overall but it’s still just a ‘part’ of life – not life itself.

The only ultimate relationship is your relationship with life and existence itself which comes down to your willingness to face reality, grow into wholeness, and become more aligned with what’s actually true about yourself, the world, and reality.

When this foundation is in place, you can actually free yourself to approach relationships from a healthier perspective and so you no longer fall into the trap of thinking “I need this person to complete me” (i.e. help me overcome the Void) and instead you can shift to something like “I choose to walk alongside this person while we both continue becoming more real”.

From this place, truth becomes much less frightening because even if a difficult truth creates discomfort, you know you can handle reality.

In other words:

You trust yourself (you can do your best) and you trust life (you can let go of the rest).

When you can trust like this then whatever happens can become part of your growth and so you can face it without fear.

If truth matters so much, then, why not just say everything straight away?

Well…the basic answer is because the first version of something that appears in your mind is often not the complete truth – it’s often just a fragment of it (if even that).

Let’s look at this in a bit more detail:

When a thought first appears, it is usually raw material – for example, it might be:

An emotion.
A fear.
A memory.
An insecurity.
A judgement.
A reaction.
Etc. etc. etc.

The point here is that whatever arises within you has not yet been processed when it first appears and so it’s not really ready to be shared because it hasn’t yet been integrated and isn’t part of the whole of who you are.

That might sound a bit weird but here’s an example of what I mean – imagine you suddenly think:

“Maybe I’m not attracted to my partner anymore”.

If you immediately announce this, then the odds are that you’re just going to immediately create unnecessary pain and confusion that’s going to make things even more difficult in the long-term (because you now have to deal with your partners pain and confusion on top of your own).

Until you really stop to reflect and integrate what’s actually going on for you then there’s no point really bringing it up.

What you need to do is dig a little deeper and get in touch with yourself so you can do at least a little processing before sharing anything at all:

Maybe you’re just stressed.
Maybe you’re disconnected from yourself because you’ve been distracted recently.
Maybe there’s unresolved resentment which is making you not want to get close to your partner but you confused this for a lack of attraction.
Maybe you’re comparing your relationship to unrealistic expectations you saw on Netflix.
Maybe you’re experiencing the normal fluctuation pf feelings that can happen in long-term relationships.
Etc. etc. etc.

The thing to remember is this:

The first thought or feeling that pops up is not always the final truth.

Sometimes, you need to sit with it by yourself for a little while so you can take responsibility for whatever it is, explore where it came from, and start to integrate what needs integrating.

Once you’ve done this, then you can decide if there’s something real and relevant that you can share it from a place of clarity rather than chaos.

A truthful relationship isn’t built by throwing every unfinished thought onto another person but by consciously bringing your whole self to another person.

Another problem with sharing everything instantly is that it can become a way of avoiding responsibility.

It normally unfolds like this:

You experience something uncomfortable inside yourself but – instead of working through it like we just talked about above – you immediately hand it over with the attitude of “Here, you deal with this” (so you don’t really have to).

This might look like you’re being transparent and sharing your deepest ‘truth’ or whatever but, really, it just creates a dynamic where one person becomes the processor and the other becomes the person constantly needing reassurance or emotional regulation which just increases the odds of resentment building up over time.

Healthy intimacy requires vulnerability but vulnerability is not the same as emotional outsourcing.

Vulnerability says something like “I’ve looked at myself honestly, and I want to share something real with you” but – in contrast – oversharing says something like “I don’t really want to sit with this feeling so I’m giving it to you to release the inner tension of carrying it”.

Both approaches might look similar on the surface but they come from completely different places (one being REAL and one being UNREAL).

The Importance of Relevance and Timing

Truth needs two companions in order to really be effective and of service in a relationship:

Relevance
Timing

Without these two things then we can fall into the trap of using the ‘truth’ in an unconscious way that actually causes the relationship to deteriorate over time.

Let’s explore them both quickly:

Relevance

Relevance is really just about asking yourself “Does my partner actually need to know this?” before you start spilling your guts out.

This is powerful because not everything happening inside you is relevant to your partner – for example:

You might feel guilty about something.
You might have a random thought.
You might be experiencing an emotional reaction.
You might remember something from your past.

All of these things can be potentially uncomfortable but that doesn’t automatically mean that your partner needs to carry it for you.

Again, it comes down to the idea that part of growing real is learning to tell the difference between “This is something I need to process” and “This is something that genuinely affects our relationship and needs to be shared”.

At the end of the day – even if you’re in a relationship – your inner world and relationship with yourself and life are your responsibility.

Timing

Timing matters because people need to be ready to receive information – especially if it’s something that can potentially cause them pain or discomfort.

A common mistake is sharing difficult truths because the person sharing needs to RELEASE their inner TENSION – i.e. to emotionally dump like we talked about above – but the other person might already be overwhelmed, stressed, angry, exhausted, or dysregulated and so this just creates a situation where neither person is actually able to respond from a place of realness..

Sometimes the most truthful thing you can do is wait – not because you’re hiding or being dishonest but because you respect the other person’s humanity and want to meet them where they are and so you wait until you’re both regulated enough to have a real conversation.

Truth delivered without awareness can become a weapon but truth delivered in a real way becomes a bridge.

Truth Is Not an Excuse To Avoid Difficult Conversations

There is an important nuance here that should definitely be mentioned:

While it’s true that we don’t need to share every passing thought, emotion, insecurity, or internal reaction with our partner, we do need to be careful that “processing before sharing” does not become a sophisticated way of avoiding the truth and resisting reality.

Sometimes, we can convince ourselves that we’re being being ‘mature’ and ‘thoughtful’ or whatever when, underneath the surface, we’re simply afraid to do what we know needs to be done.

This is when we fall into the trap of saying “I just need more time to process” when what we really mean is “I don’t want to face the consequences of being honest“.

The point here is that there’s a difference between integration and resistance:

-Integration means taking responsibility for your internal world so that you can communicate from a place of clarity, ownership, and realness.

-Resistance means delaying, minimising, or hiding something because you are scared of what might happen if the truth is revealed.

A truthful relationship requires the courage to know the difference between when it’s time to process privately and when it’s time to step up and tell the truth.

Some truths also need to be brought to light even if your partner does not specifically ask for them or it’s not the ‘perfect’ time to do so – for example:

You’ve developed serious doubts about the future of the relationship.
You’ve cheated on them.
You’re hiding something significant that affects your partner’s choices or future as a whole.
Your values or life direction have fundamentally changed.
You no longer want something important that you previously agreed on together.

These aren’t just internal experiences to process alone – they’re relational realities that eventually have to be explored together if the relationship is going to keep going in a truthful and real way.

Your partner has a right to know about things that affect their ability to consciously choose the relationship they are in.

The question in cases like these isn’t “Do I have to tell my partner literally everything?” but “Does this truth belong to me alone or to the relationship as a whole?”

If it belongs only to you, then your responsibility is to face it, understand it, and integrate it in the way we talked about above but if it belongs to the relationship, then your responsibility is to bring it forward with courage, compassion, and appropriate timing.

Realness is not about hiding behind “processing” (that’s a form of emotional bypassing) or about about using “honesty” as an excuse to unload every uncomfortable feeling onto another person:

It’s is the ability to stand on solid ground and to have the humility to know what is yours, the courage to share what needs to be shared, and the trust that the truth always leads closer to wholeness in the long-run.

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Principles For Truthful Communication In Relationships (Without Oversharing)

Here are some very real and practical principles that will help you create a relationship built around truth without falling into the trap of oversharing:

1. Wait Until Your Partner Asks (When Appropriate)

If your partner already knows something exists and wants to discuss it, be willing to have that conversation but don’t automatically drop things onto them simply because you want to feel relieved of inner tension.

Sometimes, a ‘confession‘ is less about honesty and more about wanting to escape your own discomfort.

2. Integrate Yourself First

Before bringing something to your partner, ask yourself “Have I taken responsibility for this?” so that you can be sure that it’s worth sharing.

Have you explored your own emotions?
Have you looked at your own patterns?
Have you tried to understand where this is coming from?

Your partner can support you but nobody can do your inner work for you.

3. Make Sure It Is Relevant

Not every thought deserves a deep and drawn-out conversation and not every feeling needs immediate expression so ask yourself “Does sharing this help us move towards more truth and intimacy or am I just trying to unload?”.

4. Make Sure The Timing Is Real

A difficult conversation requires two people who are capable of being present so choose a moment where both of you can actually meet each other because your nervous systems are regulated.

5. Don’t Ask Questions You Don’t Want Answers To

This is a big one and can save you a lot of unnecessary pain and anguish:

Basically, some people can’t resist asking questions they’re not emotionally prepared to hear the answers to (because the relevance and timing is off) and so they end up being wounded in ways they don’t need to be.

Some common examples of this are things like:

“Tell me everything about your ex(es)”.
“Was anyone better in bed than me?”
“Who was the love of your life besides me?”

Sometimes these questions are not about truth but about an attempt to control, compare, or soothe insecurity so be careful what doors you open.

6. Always Tell The Truth When Asked

If your partner asks you something important then make a promise to yourself that you won’t manipulate, lie, or hide behind technicalities.

At the end of the day, the Truth is the only thing that matters but share it from the right place (i.e. not from fear, guilt, or because you need to unload).

Share because it serves growth, connection, and realness.

Oversharing is honesty without integrity.

The Final Word: Real Love Requires Wisdom

A truthful relationship is not one where two people say every single thing that enters their minds because that’s not realness – it’s being unfiltered.

Realness is deeper than this because it’s about becoming conscious enough to understand yourself, responsible enough to own your emotions, and loving enough to consider how the truth will land with another person.

The deepest relationships are not built on constant ‘confession’ but on a shared commitment to REALITY by two people who are willing to face what’s actually true.

(In other words, two people who keep growing deeper into wholeness together).

Ultimately, the purpose of a relationship is not to escape the Void but to meet another person honestly while both of you continue becoming more fully alive.

Stay real out there,

Oli Anderson, Transformational Coach for Realness

P.S. If you’re ready to build a foundation of truth in your relationship with yourself and life then book a free coaching call with me and I’ll help you find something REAL.

Life Lessons: 5 Life Lessons That Will Speed Up Your ‘Healing’ Journey

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5 Life Lessons for REALNESS & Building Flow

Everybody’s journey through life is different but the underlying structure is always the same:

Some of us have to climb mountains that nobody else ever sees whilst others spend years wandering through deserts of uncertainty, grief, shame, anxiety, addiction, heartbreak, illness, or disappointment; some are born into chaos whereas others create it for themselves; some have every external advantage imaginable yet still feel completely disconnected from themselves whereas others have nothing but feel nothing but connection even when it doesn’t make any ‘sense’.

The scenery, details, and stories change but – beneath it all – the journey itself is remarkably similar because, whether we realise it or not, we’re all moving in the same direction:

From fragmentation to wholeness, from unconsciousness to awareness, from bullshit to truth, and from the unreal version of ourselves that was built through fear, shame and conditioning to the REAL version of ourselves that has always been waiting under the surface of our lives all along.

This is what Realness is really all about….

Over the years I’ve worked with people from almost every conceivable background: different ages, different careers, different cultures, and different problems but – despite all of those differences – I’ve noticed that the same lessons tend to keep appearing over and over again – they aren’t “life hacks” or motivational slogans but universal principles rooted in the structure of the human experience itself and so whenever somebody truly accepts them, things begin to change in very real ways.

(Not overnight but nevertheless permanently)

This article is going to share five of the most important life lessons for realness and if you can truly start living them then you’ll put yourself in a far more REAL position than most people ever manage to reach.

Let’s dig a little deeper:

These life lessons are about facing life head-on so you can work with life to grow REAL.

Life Lesson #1: Real Always Works

The first life lesson is based on the simple premise that real always works because reality is the only place where anything can actually happen.

That might sound a little too obvious until you stop and pay attention to how much of life is spent trying to avoid reality in the first place:

We deny.
We distract ourselves.
We blame.
We fantasise.
We tell ourselves stories about why things can’t change (when they can).
We cling to identities that stopped serving us years ago.
Etc. etc. etc.

The problem with doing all of these types of things is that none of them can ever produce actual RESULTS in our lives because only if we face reality can we find an actual solid foundation (of acceptance) and then DO something with it.

Here are some examples of what I mean:

If you’re overweight, pretending you’re not doesn’t help to lose any of it.

If your relationship is broken, avoiding difficult conversations (that uncover reality) doesn’t repair it but makes things worse.

If you’re exhausted, convincing yourself to “just push through” isn’t sustainable in the long-term (and will most likely lead to burn out).

In short, then, “real always works” because reality is the only thing you can actually work with in the first place.

Truth is actionable but Fantasy isn’t.

One of the biggest shifts you can make to get started with shifting into a REAL gear instead of an unreal one is to start replacing questions like “What do I wish were true?” with “What’s actually true?” so that you can start tapping into a foundation you can actually build on.

This is difficult in the short-term because reality can sometimes hurt because it it dismantles your ego and excuses but also gives you a place to stand which is priceless (plus, it’s not reality itself that hurts – reality is actually medicine – what really hurts is having to let go of the illusions we think we need to protect ourselves from it).

“Real always works” because once you know where you really are then you can begin moving towards where you want to be.

Real Always Works: Practical implementation

Ask yourself daily: “What’s actually happening here?”
Separate facts from the stories and projections your mind keeps showing you.
When you catch yourself resisting reality, then try to become curious instead of defensive.
Remember that accepting reality isn’t giving up – it’s just a way to uncover something real to work with so you can move forward.

Reality may not always feel comfortable but it’s still the fastest possible route to freedom.

Life Lesson #2: Action Over Belief

Many of us can waste precious years of our lives on trying to ‘think’ ourselves into becoming somebody or something different – for example:

“I’ll start when I feel confident“.

“I’ll have that conversation when I’m ready”.

“I’ll write the book once I believe in myself”.

“I’ll launch the business when my imposter syndrome disappears”.

Unfortunately, life doesn’t work like this because the only thing that creates clarity of belief is action itself – in other words, real belief (knowing) follows action and doesn’t precede it.

Take confidence as an example again – it isn’t something you just ‘think’ yourself into but something that you earn by repeatedly showing yourself that you can survive reality and do what you need to do.

Imagine standing at the edge of a cold lake:

You can spend three hours thinking about jumping in, you can analyse the temperature, visualise success, and even stop to watch YouTube videos or read a few books about swimming in lakes and how to move your arms in the most efficient way.

Or…

You can take a single, solitary step and actually take a plunge.

At the end of the day, only one of those approaches gives you actual information based on experience over concept and life works in exactly the same way:

Movement reveals reality whereas thinking about it often just reinforces our ideas about (which may or may not be pointing towards something true).

This is why action is so powerful and what I like to call “the only real cure for anything“:

It interrupts overthinking.
It exposes limiting beliefs.
It creates evidence.
It changes identity over time.

Every meaningful life transformation I’ve ever seen began with somebody taking one imperfect step in a real direction instead of waiting in an unreal way for perfect certainty.

Action Over Belief: Practical implementation

Start asking yourself every morning: “What’s the smallest REAL action I can take today?”
Stop measuring progress by how motivated you feel and start focusing on your vision and principles (i.e. who you want to BECOME).
Let your action teach you what’s possible instead of letting your feelings dictate your behaviour.
Remember that momentum is created through movement – not thinking about it.

You don’t become ready and then act – you act and then the readiness catches up.

Life Lesson #3: Fill Your Cup

There’s an old saying which goes “You can’t pour from an empty cup“:

Most people (that I’ve spoken to, anyway) tend to agree with it but very few of us actually tend to live by it – instead, they spend years trying to prove their worth through endless giving, helping, ‘fixing’, people pleasing, performing, rescuing and achieving.

The result of all of this – perhaps predictably – is just burnout, resentment, emotional exhaustion, and a nervous system that’s permanently stuck in survival mode (Sympathetic Dominance).

The truth is that your ability to serve others is directly related to the state you’re bringing into the interaction.

What this means is that if you’re chronically dysregulated, then your cup becomes empty and so you have nothing real to give.

It also means that if you’re constantly abandoning yourself, then your cup has holes in it and so you’re just leaking energy and again unable to show up and give in any real way.

Healing and growing REAL means learning to fill it first and foremost so that you can give yourself what you need and then actually show up for others as a real version of yourself.

This isn’t ‘selfish’ (though some of your social conditioning might make you believe that it is) – it’s actually responsible because when you learn to REGULATE, INTEGRATE, and ACCELERATE then your nervous system is regulated, you integrate difficult emotions instead of suppressing them, and you learn to meet yourself with honesty and compassion so you naturally become more REAL.

More ‘real’ in this context means that you’re not plagued by all of the consequences of stress, dysregulation, and emotional incoherence and so you can:

Be more patient.
Be more creative.
Be more generous.
Stop forcing yourself to care because caring becomes effortless flow instead.
Have something genuine to give.

In short, when you fill your cup then our presence becomes the gift instead of you needing to try and find something unreal to give to fill the Void.

Fill Your Cup: Practical implementation

Prioritise foundational health habits like sleep, moving your body daily, and nourishing whole foods.
Build a daily practice for nervous system regulation (walking, breathing, meditation, yoga or simply sitting quietly and cultivating stillness).
Feel your emotions instead of immediately attempting to escape them because of old patterns and habits.
Notice where you’re giving from obligation, scarcity, or attempts to fill the Void rather than abundance.

Fill your own cup first and then whatever naturally overflows becomes your gift to the world.

Life Lesson #4: Slow Down to Speed Up

One of the biggest obstacles to healing is impatience (along with a lack of self-compassion – in fact, I always like to remind people that two of the non-negotiables on a journey back into realness are 1. Patience and 2. Self-compassion).

You’ve probably experienced or seen impatience and how it shows up in your own life:

We want enlightenment by Tuesday afternoon, a perfect relationship by the end of next month, and complete confidence before Christmas roles round again.

Our impatience is one of main reasons that we’re always rushing – almost always because shame is driving us from beneath the surface of our lives and is constantly whispering that who we are right now isn’t ‘enough’.

To try and outrun this shame and our fear that it might be telling us the truth about ourselves (when actually shame is the literal opposite of truth) then we end up forcing, grinding, rushing ourselves, others, and even life itself so that we can finally get whatever it is that we think we want to finally feel that sense of being ‘enough’ (when we already are, anyway).

The irony of all this forcing etc. is that it almost has the opposite to the desired effect and so it slows us down:

This is because forcing is always rooted in the ego (the unreal version of ourselves we become because of shame) and so it disconnects us from reality which is actually the only place we can get results (“Real always works” – like we explored above).

When we’re disconnected from reality and the actual process of moving with life then flow, presence, and the learning all disappear and we become disappears and we become so obsessed with ‘arriving’ at a certain outcome that we stop paying attention to the journey that’s actually transforming us on the way there.

Healing has seasons, growth has rhythms, and nature never apologises for taking its time but still gets everything done.

“Slowing down to speed up” is what allows you to work in the same natural rhythm so you don’t get unnatural results (or no results at all):

The paradox is that when we slow down enough to actually experience life and to engage with the process of our own growth, then we make better decisions, become more resilient, stop wasting energy fighting reality, and notice opportunities we would otherwise miss.

Suddenly, simply by slowing down, our progress accelerates – not because we’re trying harder but because we’re finally cooperating with life instead of wrestling it.

Like I said a few paragraphs back, two qualities become absolutely non-negotiable here:

Patience: Trusting that meaningful change unfolds over time.
Self-compassion: Treating yourself like somebody worth supporting instead of somebody who constantly needs ‘fixing’.

Without those two qualities, healing becomes another impossible standard your ego tries to achieve but with them it becomes an ever-deepening relationship with reality that takes you deeper into realness.

Slow Down to Speed Up: Practical implementation

Catch yourself whenever a sense of urgency or need to rush appears and ask whether it’s actually necessary (then remind yourself that life is too short to rush, anyway).
Replace self-criticism with curiosity so that you can stay in the process instead of some result that your ego has determined will ‘save’ you in some way.
Celebrate consistency instead of intensity and keep taking small steps every day.
Remember that slow progress is still progress and that it often speeds you up in the long run.

The river returns to the ocean without rushing.

Trust: A Manual in Becoming the Void, Building Flow, and Finding Peace

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Life Lesson #5: Shit is a Diamond

Perhaps the strangest lesson of all is this one and it goes like this:

The ‘parts’ of yourself you most want to get rid of often contain the very gifts you’re searching for.

Here are some common examples based on what I’ve seen:

Your anger may become healthy boundaries.
Your sensitivity may become deep empathy.
Your stubbornness may become resilience.
Your loneliness may become wisdom.
Your fear may become discernment.
Your pain may become purpose.
Etc. etc. etc.

The ego has a black and white tendency to label all experience into categories of ‘good’ and ‘bad’ but reality itself is never that simple (because what’s REAL is beyond ‘good’ and ‘bad’ and just IS).

What this means is that most of what we call “flaws” are just strengths we have a distorted relationship with because they developed under painful conditions.

This is why shadow work (getting in touch with the real shadow side of yourself that hides behind ego) is so important – not because we’re trying to eliminate the darkness but because we’re trying to understand and learn from it.

Integration doesn’t mean pretending everything about yourself is wonderful but it does mean that EVERY rejected part brings valuable lessons that can help you grow more real, every defence mechanism that now holds you back once protected something, and that every wound developed for a reason but can free you once you start to really heal it.

As you stop fighting yourself by treating diamonds like ‘shit’ then the energy you were spending on self-rejection becomes available for living your actual REAL life as wholeness replaces fragmentation.

The diamond was always hidden inside what looked like ‘shit’ but once you see it again for what it really is then life starts to sparkle a little bit more.

Shit is a Diamond: Practical implementation

Ask yourself what hidden strength exists underneath the qualities you dislike most about yourself.
Become curious about your emotional triggers instead of judging them (your triggers are your teachers).
Practise self-forgiveness so that you can cultivate self-acceptance (forgiveness is the process of returning to acceptance).
Remember that healing isn’t about becoming somebody else but about recovering the ‘parts’ of yourself you’ve somehow forgotten.

One of the most important life lessons is that you have to fill your own cup.

The Final Word: The Journey Towards Realness

Healing isn’t about becoming ‘perfect’ and it isn’t about removing every uncomfortable feeling or finally reaching a point where life never challenges you again.

What it’s about is becoming more REAL.

The five lessons we’ve explored in this article are simple enough but don’t mistake simplicity for weakness if it returns you to a real foundation in yourself and life.

Remember the lessons we’ve explored and you’ll always have a way of navigating yourself back to a real place:

Real always works.
Action beats belief.
A full cup serves the world better than an empty one.
Slowing down often speeds everything up.
The ‘parts’ of yourself you’ve been judging may contain the gifts you’ve been searching for all along.

Just like the rest of us, the scenery of your life will always be unique to you and you alone and your challenges will never look exactly like anybody else’s.

Despite this, the deeper journey remains universal and is a reminder that every step you take towards reality is a step towards wholeness, every act of honesty dissolves another illusion, and every moment of trust over fear brings another fragmented part of you home to yourself.

This is what the healing process of growing real is all about – not becoming someone new but becoming who you already are beneath all the bullshit.

Stay real out there,

P.S. If you’re ready to go deeper and to integrate realness in your own life then book a free coaching session with me and I’ll help you shift gear.

Feelings vs. Wisdom: Real Always Works

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Your Feelings and Emotions are Important but They’re Usually Not a Source of Wisdom

If you spend five minutes in the self-help section of a bookshop or scrolling through ‘therapy’ content online then you’ll probably come away with the overwhelming need to “Just get in touch with your feelings“.

Apparently, getting in touch with your feelings and using them as the compass to guide you in all areas of life is the magical ingredient that will finally set you free of yourself so you can feel more, express more, honour your truth, trust your feelings, and follow whatever feels ‘right’.

All you have to do is just feel and then everything else will somehow fall into place.

Now, before anybody starts sharpening their pitchforks, let me say something from the outset which is that I actually agree with this in part – in fact, one of the central ideas behind the work I do is that many of our deepest problems come from refusing to feel what is already inside us.

This avoidance of feelings is why:

We distract ourselves.
We numb ourselves.
We intellectualise.
We stay busy.
We blame other people.
We chase ‘success‘.
We hide behind identities.
Etc. etc. etc.

In other words, we’ll do pretty much anything to avoid sitting quietly with whatever uncomfortable truth is trying to make itself known to us.

This is why I’m a huge believer in the phrase:

“You have to feel it to heal it”.

Tbh, my clients are probably sick of hearing it but I’ve seen it transform my own life and I’ve watched it happen over and over again with the people that I’ve worked with over the years because when people finally stop resisting grief, shame, fear, anger. sadness, or any other ‘difficult’ feeling then the emotional knot inside them starts to loosen, life starts flowing again, and the inner pressure finally eases.

So yes, feeling matters pretty deeply but here’s where the modern conversation often goes badly wrong and messes up peoples’ lives:

Many people don’t stop at feeling their emotions – they start believing them and putting their feelings on a pedestal as a substitute for actual wisdom.

In the worst cases, they actually identify with their feelings and start thinking that they ARE their feelings instead of seeing that feelings are just something that they HAVE.

This is where life can start coming off the rails if we’re not careful.

This article is about staying or getting back on track.

Let’s dig a little deeper:

Wisdom is about facing reality so you can avoid unnecessary suffering.

Emotion is E-motion, Energy in Motion

The word emotion gives us a clue as to how we need to treat our feeling in general because you can think of it as e-motion, “energy in motion”:

The most important part here is the word “Motion” because it reminds us that feelings are supposed to move through our system – just like a sort of internal weather passing through the ‘sky’ of consciousness.

Now, this doesn’t mean that whoever first conjured of the word “emotion” had this in mind but it’s a useful way of saying it because all emotions have a natural cycle that they want to go through the body:

They rise. They peak. They fall. They change.

Many of the troubles in our lives start when we try to freeze them in place – because we fear completing the natural cycle of rise, peak, and fall – by deciding they define who we are or by treating them as Gospel truth.

“I’m anxious“.
“I’m broken”.
“I’m not good enough as I am”.
“I feel like a failure“.
“I don’t feel loved”.
Etc. etc. etc.

None of these statements necessarily describe reality itself but they all describe an experience that’s happening inside the person uttering it.

There’s a world of difference in the sense that your feelings are a real experience that you’re having but this doesn’t mean that they’re automatically true.

This is actually one of the most important distinctions you’ll ever learn if you want to step up and start living in alignment with your REALNESS.

(Which is what we all want, really – even if we don’t realise it).

Realness in Two Steps

If I had to reduce the whole philosophy of Realness down to two simple principles, it’d be this:

1. Uncover the truth.

2. Live the truth.

That’s it.

If you make it your mission to do these two things consistently for the rest of your life then you’ll keep moving deeper into wholeness, become a more authentic expression of yourself, and generally feel more peaceful, effective, and connected to yourself and life…in other words you’ll be more REAL.

Notice something important, though:

Those two steps don’t say “Feel whatever you’re feeling and assume it’s true” – instead, they invite you to move through your emotional experience until reality reveals itself.

The key point here is that your feelings are not the destination or end of the line – they’re most often just part of the journey of returning back to yourself and life (away from ego and into realness)@

Sometimes they’re pointing towards something important; sometimes they’re leftovers from yesterday.

Sometimes they’re echoes from childhood; sometimes they’re reactions created by your ego trying to protect itself.

Sometimes they’re completely misleading and cause you to waste years of your life if you don’t get out of your own way, remember that “emotions are e-motion, energy in motion”, and let the cycle complete itself.

In short:

Wisdom comes from uncovering reality – not from blindly obeying whatever emotional weather happens to be passing overhead.

The Truth: You Are NOT Your Feelings

One of the biggest mistakes people make in life is confusing what they have with what they are:

You have thoughts.
You have beliefs.
You have sensations.
You have memories.
You have emotions.
Etc. etc. etc.

But none of those things are actually ‘YOU’!

What you really are is the awareness in which all of those experiences appear to be experienced…

A good way to visualise this ‘awareness’ is to imagine that you’ve got a huge sheet of brilliant white paper stretched out in front of you with a tiny black dot somewhere on that page:

The paper itself is your awareness and the dot is whatever you happen to feeling in a given moment – if all you ever look at is the dot then you’ll forget all of the space surrounding it and will start to believe that the dot is everything and therefore the most important thing of all.

That’s exactly what identification with your feelings/emotions does – you stop seeing awareness itself and become hypnotised by whatever emotional experience happens to be present.

This is why you start associating your emotions with “I am”:

“I am anxious”.

“I am depressed“.

“I am angry”.

“I am [whatever]”.

None of these emotions (or any other) are what you ARE – they’re just experiences (e-motion) unfolding within awareness.

They’re not your identity – they’re just visitors that come and go but the moment you identify with them, you interrupt the natural flow of emotion and end up getting stuck and eventually stagnating.

Like we’ve said a few thousand times in this article now, “emotion is e-motion, energy in motion” and so if you cling to it, suppress it, dramatise it or build an identity around it, then you eventually stop it from moving and take yourself out of the natural flow of life.

This just causes tension to build which leads to friction, frustration, and then misery and so life starts feeling unncessarily heavy:

The ego loves this because its entire job is to keep reinforcing separation and defending the identity it’s constructed so you can keep the shadow self at bay.

The only way out is to start being REAL again which means to:

Feel everything but identify with nothing.

Why Following Your Feelings Is Usually Bad Advice

One of the most common pieces of advice you’ll hear when it comes to all this ‘stuff’ and how to live a ‘good’ life is to:

“Just follow your feelings“.

Or maybe”

“Just do whatever feels right for you”.

Both of these sound lovely but, unfortunately, reality isn’t quite so simple.

Here’s why:

1. Feelings Change Constantly

If you followed every feeling you had, your life would look like somebody trying to drive a car by randomly yanking the steering wheel every few seconds in whatever random direction ‘felt’ right rather than according to any actual plan or vision for where they’re trying to take themselves.

It would be a literal rollercoaster of emotion:

One minute you feel inspired.
Next minute you’re terrified.
Then excited.
Then exhausted.
Then confident.
Then doubtful.
Then [whatever arises next].

When your strategy for dealing with life and moving forward is to “follow your feelings” then you just end up driving all over the place without really getting anywhere (or, at least, nowhere REAL).

Feelings change for all kinds of arbitrary reasons:

Circumstances change.
Hormones change.
Blood sugar changes.
Sleep changes.
Weather changes.
Stress changes.
Etc. etc. etc.

If your decisions rise and fall with every passing emotion, then basically your life becomes unstable – on the other hand, if you choose to 1) uncover the truth and 2) live the truth then you’re putting yourself in alignment with reality which provides a sense of continuity because WHAT’S REAL IS ALWAYS REAL.

2. Feelings Contradict Each Other

Human beings are wonderfully contradictory – for example, you can love someone deeply whilst simultaneously feeling furious with them or even ‘hating’ them.

Some other examples of these kinds of contradiction are that you you can desperately want to start a business whilst also wanting the safety of staying employed or you can crave intimacy whilst fearing vulnerability.

Which feeling should you follow, then? Aren’t we just supposed to “follow our feelings”?

Exactly.

They’re pointing in different directions which shows us that feelings can’t be the ultimate guide because they often reveal internal conflict rather than objective truth.

3. Feelings React to Reality – They Don’t Define It

This might be the biggest point of all which is that:

Feelings are not reality – they’re usually just your REACTION to reality.

For example, imagine that somebody doesn’t reply to your text message and that you immediately feel rejected.

This feeling is a ‘real’ experience that you’re having but is rejection actually what’s happening in reality?

Maybe they’re asleep.

Maybe they’re driving.
Maybe they forgot.
Maybe they’re overwhelmed.
Maybe they simply haven’t seen it.
Etc. etc. etc.

The point is that your feeling arose before the truth became available because that’s just how emotions work (they’re fast, protective, and evolutionary shortcuts to surviving life).

Your wisdom slows things down so you can actually get in touch with truth and live from a real place by asking a simple question:

“What’s actually true here?”

Wisdom Works With Reality

If feelings aren’t wisdom, then what exactly is this “wisdom” that we keep talking about?

A very simple and working definition of wisdom is as follows:

Wisdom is learning how reality actually works and then choosing to work with it instead of fighting against it.

That’s exactly what Realness is about:

Uncover the truth.
Live the truth.

Reality doesn’t bend because we have strong feelings or because we ‘dislike’ or ‘like’ something about it – just like gravity doesn’t stop working because we’re upset.

Reality just keeps doing what reality does but this is fine and even a ‘good’ thing just as long as we remember that REAL ALWAYS WORKS because whenever we align ourselves with reality, life starts flowing but whenever we resist reality, suffering increases.

It’s really that simple (not easy – simple).

Principles Beat Feelings

If you want a peaceful and real life, then, don’t build whatever you’re building on a foundation of temporary or conflicting emotional states but choose to build it on principles and a REAL vision.

For example:

Your feelings might tell you “I don’t feel like going” whereas your principles remind you “I keep my promises”.

Feelings might say I’m scared” but your principles remind you “I value courage”.

Feelings tell you “I don’t think I can” but your vision reminds you why you started.

Feelings tell you to quit but your commitment tells you to continue.

This doesn’t mean ignoring emotions – far from it, in fact:

It just means letting them be experienced without handing them the steering wheel.

Feel them, listen to them, and learn from them but then let your wisdom (alignment with reality) make the decision about moving forward.

If you want to go deeper into your realness then check out my book Personal Revolutions: A Short Course in Realness.

Growing REAL With Awareness, Acceptance, and Action

Whenever you’re caught in emotional turbulence, I recommend returning to the three pillars of Realness:

Awareness, Acceptance and Action.

(It works every time):

1. Awareness (Deconstruct the Ego)

Pause and observe what’s happening by asking yourself:

“What exactly am I feeling?”

Or:

“What’s the story my ego is telling?”

Separate the raw emotion from the narrative built around it and try to shift into presence first and foremost.

2. Acceptance (Integrate the Shadow)

Instead of resisting the emotion, allow it to be whatever it is by feeling it fully and letting it move.

Remember:

You have to feel it to heal it and emotions are e-motion, energy in motion.

Acceptance doesn’t mean agreeing with your feelings – it just means making space for them without trying to become them.

This is where the shadow starts integrating instead of controlling your life from behind the scenes.

3. Action (Trust Yourself and Life)

Once you’ve uncovered what’s actually true, act from your principles and vision rather than your emotional impulses.

You can start by asking yourself:

“What’s the most real action available to me right now?”

Not:

“What do I feel like doing?”

But:

“What aligns with reality?”

That’s where trust begins – trust in yourself, trust in life, and trust in reality itself.

Wisdom is about staying in your awareness - the ocean, not the wave.

The Final Word: Feelings vs. Wisdom

Your feelings deserve your attention, compassion, and willingness to experience them fully but they don’t deserve your unquestioning obedience.

Feelings are merely signals about what’s going on inside you based on where you’ve been – they’re NOT commandments, messengers, or masters that need to drive you to places you don’t even wanna go.

The beautiful paradox is that the more willing you become to feel everything, the less controlled you’ll be by your feelings because you stop identifying with them and remember that awareness is infinitely larger than whatever emotion happens to be passing through it.

You can stop clinging and resisting and instead choose to let energy remain in motion so that something far wiser than emotion begins to emerge:

Realness.

In the end, the goal was never to feel better but to become more real and – perhaps ironically – that’s exactly what allows you to feel better in a way that actually lasts.

P.S. If you’re ready to do the hard work of feeling what you need to feel and returning to REALNESS then book a free coaching session with me and I’ll help you uncover a foundation of truth in yourself and life.

Applause, Appreciation, and Approval: Why the ‘Class A Drugs’ Keep You Stuck in the Void

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Class A Drugs: Applause, Appreciation, and Approval

The Class A Drugs of Applause, Appreciation, and Approval are Keeping You From Your REAL Life

Imagine for a second that somebody offered you a drug that gave you a brief rush of relief, made you feel valuable for a few moments, distracted you from your inner emotional ‘stuff’ like shame, guilt, and/or trauma (the Unholy Trinity), but then left you feeling even emptier than before you took it.

Chances are that you’d probably recognise it as dangerous or at least a ‘bad’ idea because you’d have figured out that if you keep taking it then sooner or later your whole life would revolve around getting your next hit.

Okay, so far so good, but here’s an uncomfortable truth:

Many of us are already addicted – not to cocaine or heroin or even alcohol but to something that society actually encourages us to pursue:

Applause, Appreciation, and Approval – the Class A Drugs of modern life.

Of course, there’s nothing inherently ‘wrong’ with any of these things because human beings naturally enjoy being appreciated etc. and genuine recognition can be healthy, beautiful, and deeply connecting.

The problem starts when we mistake these things for the answer to some of life’s much deeper questions:

When applause becomes the thing that tells us we’re ‘worthy’.
When appreciation becomes the thing that proves we’re ‘lovable’.
When approval becomes the thing that convinces us we’re finally ‘enough’.

At this point, you’re no longer enjoying these experiences in a real, human way but you’ve become ADDICTED to them and addictions always come at the price of your time, energy, and attention (the greatest assets you have in this life).

Some of us spend our hold adult lives pouring these precious assets into chasing validation from the outside world – never realising that they’re running on a treadmill that never actually goes anywhere:

This article is about understanding why these Class A drugs have such a powerful grip on us, why they can never truly satisfy us, and how to give up the addiction so you can grow REAL instead.

Let’s dig a little deeper:

The Class A Drugs of Applause, Appreciation, and Approval turn you into a prisoner.

Where Addiction Actually Comes From

In the philosophy of Realness, addiction isn’t defined by substances alone but by the type of relationship that we have with something:

The short version is that addiction happens whenever we give up everything for one thing because we’ve convinced ourselves that this one thing can finally fill the Void and give us a sense of peace or escape in life.

The Void is what happens when we become disconnected from the truth about ourselves because – instead of living from truth – we somehow started to live from shame (really, just a disconnection from the truth) and became fragmented instead of whole.

When we’ve picked up this kind of shame then we allow it to persuade us that certain very real ‘parts’ of ourselves are unacceptable and so we create a false image of ourselves (the ego) to manage our relationship with ourselves, the world, and reality itself by pushing everything we can’t or aren’t willing to face down into the shadow self.

Now that we’re engaged in the Shadow Dance – a battle between the ego and the shadow self – then we’re constantly divided within ourselves and this division creates constant inner tension where it feels like something is missing, we’re never quite ‘enough’, and that we have to keep endlessly searching and striving for some way to feel complete or ‘normal’ again.

Really, it’s only natural that we want relief or a RELEASE from this tension and so we start looking for substitutes for the truth so we can feel whole again (not knowing that this is what we’re really looking for and that the truth is the only antidote to shame and the Void).

These substitutes can pretty much be anything based on what we think they can do for us:

Some people find shopping.
Others find alcohol.
Some become obsessed with work.
Others with sex.
Status.
Money.
‘Success‘.
Control.
Perfection.
Etc. etc. etc.

To be frank, it doesn’t really matter what the object of desire is because the psychology underneath it all is exactly the same:

You’re trying to use something temporary to solve an eternal problem.

The sad truth is that every addiction offers a release from the tension of the Void but only briefly and the high it brings isn’t the genuine fulfilment of returning to REALNESS but is simply a temporary escape from tension.

What this means is that as soon as the high disappears (which it always will), then the tension returns – usually even stronger before and so you just end up seeking another hit.

And another. And another. Round and around you go.

The only way out of the loop isn’t to find a better ‘substitute’ but to return to the truth itself because only truth can dissolve the Void.

Everything else merely distracts you from it.

The Invisible Addiction Nobody Talks About

The Class A drugs of applause, appreciation, and approval work in exactly the same way as any other addiction – the only difference is that you’re not addicted to chemicals, material things, or feelings etc. but you’re addicted to interpersonal feedback.

Basically, you’re addicted to what other people reflect back to you and so every compliment becomes a hit, every ‘like’ on social media becomes a proof that you exist, and every “well done”, every round of applause, every “I’m proud of you”, every nod of approval, or whatever else you can think of all serve to briefly quieten the tension inside so that the power the Void has over you fades.

The problem is that once your hit has faded then you need another one and then another one and the another one and so the merry-go-round ride never really ends as you don’t quite know how to get off.

This explains why there are people with (hundreds of) thousands of followers out there that still feel invisible, why successful actors still feel insecure, why CEOs keep chasing promotions, why influencers obsess over engagement statistics and other ‘Vanity Metrics‘, or why somebody can receive ninety-nine compliments and spend the entire evening thinking about the one criticism.

The addiction isn’t to success:

It’s to RELEASE.

Drug Number One: Applause

Applause feels amazing (probably because it triggers evolutionary signals in the brain that have been seeking to belong) which is why theatres have curtain calls, sporting events end with cheering crowds, and why social media has ‘likes’, followers, subscribers, hearts, shares, and endless notifications.

There’s absolutely nothing ‘wrong’ with applause if it’s a by-product of you doing something REAL with yourself and your life but if the applause is the main reason why you’re doing what you’re doing then it can end up turning into one of those ‘Class A Drugs’ that we keep talking about.

The truth is really pretty simple:

If all you receive is applause, then you’ve received nothing of lasting value.

Noise disappears almost as quickly as it arrives which is why today’s viral sensation becomes tomorrow’s forgotten post or today’s standing ovation becomes next week’s silence.

Despite this fact, countless people organise their entire lives around collecting these tiny bursts of external recognition and fooling themselves into thinking that eventually it’s going to somehow fill the Void for them.

This just puts them on a path where they’re constantly chasing quick ‘highs’ rather than a sustained buzz of putting themselves in the zone and doing something real:

Instead of creating something meaningful, they create something noticeable.

Instead of asking “What’s true?”, they ask “What gets attention?”

The result is a world full of performance instead of presence and with no real connection to anything of substance and real value.

Drug Number Two: Appreciation

Appreciation is particularly sneaky and insidious because it often disguises itself as kindness and virtue:

Of course, helping people is wonderful, generosity is generally a ‘good’ thing, service is extremely important if it’s done in a real way, and compassion improves the world as a whole but our MOTIVES and INTENTIONS matter even more.

This is important because, sometimes – not always – people aren’t helping because they genuinely want to serve but because they want that little hit of appreciation that comes with it so that they can feel like they’re overcoming the Void.

This creates fascinating behaviour that you’ve no doubt witnessed yourself:

People filming themselves giving money to homeless people.
People making sure everyone knows about their charitable work.
People creating victims they can rescue.
People exaggerating problems because solving problems makes them feel important.
Etc. etc. etc.

In all of these types of cases, the shame-driven ego quietly whispers something along the lines of “If people appreciate me, then I must be valuable” and this is exactly why some people become exhausted from constantly ‘rescuing’ everybody around them:

They’re not simply serving others to be real – they’re feeding an addiction.

What’s ironic is that genuine service usually becomes much easier once you stop needing appreciation because now you’re helping for their benefit…not yours.

Drug Number Three: Approval

Finally, we come to perhaps the most potent ‘Class A’ drug of them all: Approval.

The addiction to Approval is so strong because it begins in childhood which is where most of us learned – without anybody consciously intending it or being to ‘blame‘ – that love was conditional.

(Nobody to blame because your parents etc. were most likely just doing the best they could and trying to deal with their own emotional ‘stuff’).

It always starts with messages about how we need to show up in order to be what the world needs us to be (instead of what we actually are):

Be good.
Be clever.
Be quiet.
Be successful.
Calm down.
Don’t be angry.
Don’t cry.
Don’t disappoint us.
Etc. etc. etc.

Essentially, we were conditioned over and over again until we started performing – not because performance was natural but it because it felt ‘safer’ than just being present.

Because of this conditioning, we became experts at reading rooms, experts at pleasing people, experts at anticipating expectations, and experts at becoming whoever we thought we needed to become.

Years later – now that we’re ‘adults‘ – nothing has really changed besides the audience:

We’re still performing – only now it’s our boss, our partner, our online audience, our clients, society, the internet, or the imaginary sense that we’re constantly being ‘watched’!

The tragedy is that this kind of performance prevents presence because you can’t simultaneously express yourself and monitor whether everybody approves of your expression.

Approval addiction also causes people to dedicate their lives to goals they never actually chose for themselves in the first place:

Careers.
Relationships.
Lifestyles.
Beliefs.
Entire identities.

They don’t ‘choose’ these things because they’re REAL but because somebody – usually Mummy and Daddy, originally – will finally give them the approval they’ve been craving since childhood (spoiler: they won’t so you might as well just do what’s real).

The Root of Every Addiction

What do the Class A drugs of applause, appreciation, and approval all have in common?

Well, just like literally any other addiction, they feed on shame which is really just a disconnection from TRUTH.

Like we said, when we disconnect from truth, we identify with the ego and the shadow self goes underground and into ‘hiding’ (though it never really disappears because what’s real is always real).

When we’re fragmented like this, we end up spending our lives trying to convince ourselves that we’re worthy instead of (re)integrating so that we can KNOW we are.

Every clap of applause now says:

“You exist”.

Every compliment of appreciation now says:

“You’re enough”.

Every hint of approval says:

“You belong”.

This ‘high’ high might last a few minutes or hours but, eventually, we’re back where we started because the truth is that shame can NEVER be healed externally:

It’s an internal problem with an internal solution which is to return back to REALNESS.

Learning to Flip the Script

Recovery from your addiction to the Class A Drugs of applause, appreciation, and approval begins the moment you stop living from the outside-in and shift back to living in a real way from the inside-out.

Most people organise their lives by asking questions like like this:

“What do people want from me?”

“What will make them happy?”

“What will impress them?”

“What gets rewarded?”

Realness still aims at serving and showing up for others but it starts with a different question:

“What is true?”

Everything changes when you begin living from the inside-out and starting with the truth first and foremost because instead of chasing validation to fill the Void in the form of applause, appreciation, and approval you simply express something TRUE:

Instead of performing, you become present; instead of managing impressions, you cultivate realness – ironically, this often leads to deeper relationships, more meaningful work, and even greater appreciation that’s actually genuine.

The difference, though, is that these things become side-effects of the real action you’ve taken and not the main objective of everything you do.

If you want to build a solid foundation in your relationship with yourself and life then check out my book Trust: A Manual in Becoming the Void, Building Flow, and Finding Peace.